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    October 17

    恐惧

    先汇报一下最近的生活:忙活运动会,率领我们班参加新生篮球赛。
    呵呵,一切都还不错。篮球赛胜两场打进8强了。要是进4强我就开心死了……
    突然发现平日干什么事都会觉得腻,只有学习除外,还真是惊讶,我居然有这样的觉悟了,无聊的时候我竟然可以背英语打发时间,呵呵。
    以前感觉空虚的时候同学叫我去多看几本书,现在不空虚了,也把那几本想看的书借来看一看,现在看的是无法承受的生命之轻,一男一女两个朋友向我推荐过,关于人性的讨论,深奥……
    那天下了高数回宿舍,抬头就是浑浊的天。济南就是这样子,什么时候的天都是混暗的。
    我就这样没来由的想起我的朋友,高中的朋友。
    大家现在各自在不同的陌生城市里,也许和我一样走在大学的校园,和我一样漫不经心的看着已然不一样的天空,他们是否会想起身在济南的我呢?
    和一个朋友说起过,我可能是天生的悲观者,看待问题总是向着最不好的方向。进入大学以后,接触了新的同学,我就开始恐惧以前朋友的失去,大家在不同的城市,不同的环境中,每个人都有着自己的事,总会慢慢的忘却……
    生命之轻里提到,我们内心的恐惧,我们害怕逃避的,也是我们内心所向往的。
    我是看不懂,但总觉得有些事是无法阻挡的,比如……
    我经常和朋友发短信,是想念,也是担心。
    其实乐观一点,要相信友谊,相信朋友,真正的朋友,时间是抹不去的,会的,会的吧……
    节目预报:下周一我生日,欢迎大家来济南,费用自理。

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    晶 张wrote:
    还不更新还不更新哇
    PS:支持阿咪老哥给俺们个地址哇哇哇
    Oct. 26
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    Mimi wrote:
    迟到祝贺ING!
     
    也没给俺可以寄信的地址!
    这么快就无聊了是不好地
    天涯何处无芳草
    不能总在本校找……
    Oct. 24
    Picture of Anonymous
    (没有名称) wrote:
    辉辉,我是木剑
    离歌很好听啊,总有很悲的感觉……
    希望你放心啊,你身边的朋友,我,和他们,都会一直在的,就算你想丢掉,也都是不可能的……
    未来等着我们所有人……
    Oct. 24
    wrote:
    貌似你真的奔二十了啊~~~生日快乐,,,
    Oct. 23
    Picture of Anonymous
    (没有名称) wrote:
    生日快乐啊
    Oct. 21
    I faint who R U?
    Oct. 20
    晶 张wrote:
    小样想起老姐生日和你很近没?
    Oct. 19
    Picture of Anonymous
    (没有名称) wrote:
    你的生日是哪天?我会考虑去济南帮你庆生的
    Oct. 17

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